Chapter 9. Keri Smith harassed my supporters.
No one and nothing is off limits. April 2022 - June 2022.
To understand how we made it 9 chapters in, I recommend you read our story from the beginning. That’s the way I intend it.
If you haven’t read Chapter 1 yet, start here.
When we left off in Chapter 8, Keri Smith had just been served a cease and desist letter for publicly defaming her former co-host of Unsafe Space after he fired her.
Carter was lucky. He had a legal agreement with Keri that put him in a position of inflicting some level of consequence on her. Given that I had spoken to Keri less than 5 times in my life when she started targeting me with her obsession, I had no such agreement.
I’ve talked to defamation lawyers on numerous occasions. The answer is always the same: We can send a cease and desist letter, sure, but defamation suits are very expensive and does Keri even have any money to pay out a settlement?
We already saw in the last chapter that Keri doesn’t abide by the cease and desist Carter sent her and basically thinks they’re a joke, so it all just seems pointless.
We’re starting to reach a time in this whole affair when the bullying was taking a massive toll on me.
In December 2021, Keri had started instigating my former business partner Kieran to defame me publicly. As a recap from Chapter 5, Kieran and I had essentially spent 6-10 hours a day on zoom with each other for months, had gotten close, and then there was a falling out. My recollection is that Kieran told me he had feelings for me, I cared about him and tried to mitigate it as best I could but essentially told him I wasn’t going to leave my husband to set a boundary, he had a psychological snap right in front of me, destroyed the business we were working on, ran to Keri to get revenge on me. Even when this happened, I was terrified for his mental health for months afterward.
Of course, that’s not the story that Kieran sold to Keri Smith, who decided to involve herself in my personal affairs to prove to the world that I’m the narcissist she promised them I was over a year and a half ago.
The more Kieran disparaged me on Twitter, the more positive reinforcement he got from Keri. Kieran would post screenshots of private messages we had sent back and forth that were always taken out of context and twisted in the worst possible way, and Keri would retweet them and amplify them, which instigated Kieran to keep doing it. It was the only way to get attention that he had.
And when Kieran ran out of things to post, he started creating them to continue to get attention.
Kieran used to make memes by going into the code of live webpages to manipulate them to say things they didn’t. You take a screenshot of that, or even make a video of it, it looks like a real website. And he did this over and over and over again to continue creating new material where none had existed before.
I know what you’re going to ask: Why didn’t I just post the real messages?
For a while, I tried. I would respond to Kieran by posting screenshots of stuff he was leaving out, what actually happened…and no one cared. It made no difference at all.
And I felt sick doing it, honestly. I don’t believe in releasing private communications. It literally made me sick to my stomach. It didn’t matter to anyone anyway, so why keep doing it if it was going to make me feel like that?
Pretty soon, the only thing people knew about Kieran is that he was saying I had sexually harassed and groomed him, which was never what happened. I’ve had more rowdy sexual conversations with my own mother than I ever had with Kieran. We joked about sex on occasion and talked about sexual dynamics in terms of power (Kieran was the person who dubbed a theory I have about powerful people enjoying being taken out of power through submission in sex “critical dominatrix theory”) and sexual innuendo and its function in art, but none of those conversations were sexual. Like I said, we spent 6-10 hours a day on zoom almost every day for six months. We didn’t just work, we talked about everything.
Plus, he’s a grown man, I’m not even sure how it would have been possible for me to groom him. But it’s perfect revenge for someone who turns you down, isn’t it, especially when conservative Twitter is in an uproar over it.
People didn’t care what the truth was. Keri Smith’s cancel mob had their target and they were unrelenting. For months, they hammered me, my family, and my friends. Kieran started doxing one of my friends repeatedly to try to destroy my relationship with him, and Keri’s cancel mob was sending his manipulated messages to my husband (who had always known what was going on with Kieran and I so it wasn’t a surprise to him).
It’s really fun when a woke cancel mob tries to get your husband of ten years to divorce you for petty internet revenge.
Of course, Keri amplified all of it. We’re going to see how some of this played out in this chapter.
Let’s start going through the messages in April when the cease and desist letter was sent. I’ll add commentary where necessary, but a lot of it is just going to be random conversations because Keri would just randomly talk about me in conversation at this point.
It’s like harassing me had just become a part of her routine.
This is Keri responding to one of Kieran’s posts about me. Remember, Kieran made his Twitter account private so you won’t see what he’s tweeting (and I can’t say I’m ungrateful for that because most of it was just lies and manipulations anyway).
This was a joke my Locals community dared me to play. As I’ve said earlier, I’m not above having fun with the situation when I can to lighten the load:
Mike Harlow also perpetually posts videos like this about me that Keri, of course, always amplifies and responds to. The clips are always cut out of context to make me look like the borderline cluster b narcissist they swear I am.
Kieran had painted this image for people that I had gone to London to seduce him. That’s not what happened.
What happened is that I got vaccinated to go with a friend, my friend decided he didn’t want to, I didn’t want to waste the vaccination and decided to go away, I paid for everything, Kieran and I had a falling out, and things weren’t refundable. I also did want to give him every chance to get his shit together and not walk away from the business. At that time, I really believed that Kieran cared about the goal and would get past this and I hoped he would come to London, have a conversation, and see if we could move on. But if he didn’t, I was still going to go and enjoy myself because the money was spent anyway, why wouldn’t I?
I never expected him to have a nervous breakdown on Twitter.
The fact was that Kieran was thrilled I was coming, planned my entire trip, and we spent three hours one night on zoom scouring the internet to find an affordable hotel room with two bedrooms and bathrooms because it would be more convenient for him to crash than to go back to his house every day.
I’ve stayed in the same hotel room with people - men and women - more times than I can count on my fingers and my toes. This is not a big deal to me. And it wasn't to him either - he was completely fine with it.
Until he needed to smear me on the internet to get Keri’s attention. When he’s trying to do that, I was an evil groomer who only wanted to fuck him.
This was something they weaponized about me endlessly. Remember, I went to London in November 2021.
They were still talking about it in April.
They still talk about it today, over a year later.
Anytime you see them mention London, that’s what they’re talking about:
Here’s Keri advising Kieran that he really shouldn’t stop talking about me, because I’m the real problem.
As a reminder, we’re now on Chapter 9 of Keri Smith claiming she never talks about me.
You’ve already read hundreds of tweets of her not talking about me.
This was five months after I had allegedly abused him by telling him no and then daring to go to London and enjoy myself.
And of course, there’s got to be diagnoses of my mental health thrown in for good measure.
Keri seems to think I’m begging her to do this (because, remember, Keri’s cancel horde hate watches all of my content and then reports back to Keri what happened). All I’ve begged Keri for is to be left alone.
She calls my supporters sycophants and cult members.
Here’s Keri Smith spreading gossip about me that isn’t true five months after I went to London to smear me, just like a good Christian would.
Bradley J Helgerson from the Church on the Square in Georgetown TX is doing a great job.
And I’m sorry, but Kieran having feelings about me going to London is not a good enough reason for me not to use my non-refundable plane tickets or sleep in my non-refundable hotel room with two beds and two bathrooms.
And here we are, with Keri Smith amplifying my harassment directly in her timeline.
I love that she claimed Grey Rock, which means she’s not supposed to talk about me.
You can see 9 full chapters starting in November of 2020 of Keri Smith totally not talking about me.
And every time, Keri’s gets positive reinforcement from her audience as they all help her cope with the evil narcissist.
What Keri isn’t telling with that story above is that when I was in London, Kieran tried to use my name for clout. I was pissed. I messaged him demanding he stop. He ignored me so I kept messaging him until he didn’t. I doubt it was 200 messages, but it was definitely a lot over two days and I don’t regret that.
But Keri also exaggerates these things to make me look crazy.
And why would she even know this anyway? This was none of her business. Keri didn’t even know Kieran when all this happened.
And of course, because Keri is getting all sorts of positive re-enforcement harassing and defaming me, I get treated to another thread.
Keri, of course, never provides any receipts to back up her accusations of me, because no receipts exist.
Let me remind you that I showed you Keri calling me a drunk back in chapter 1.
Here she claims I posted pictures of her house when what she means is that I posted SCREENSHOTS OF TWEETS SHE SENT OF HER HOUSE. I covered that in one of the earlier chapters. You can even see it in the screenshot she’s posting here - I had posted her own tweets:
She’s still going on about that meme Kieran made almost a year earlier, which he made for me as a surprise using the same technique I told you earlier - he goes into the code of a webpage to edit it to make it say what he wants so it looks completely real.
But now, according to Keri, Kieran didn’t make it on his own as a surprise and a joke. I had maliciously ordered him to.
Keri is obsessed with the fact that my community and I talk about psychological warfare with the woke left all the time because Keri is convinced that everything I say and do is about her.
Keri is a woke leftist, so it kind of is. It’s not my fault Keri behaves like a social justice warrior.
As we’ve seen earlier, I did say that if Keri came to an event I was going to be at, I would beat the fuck out of her…and then I paused for a second and immediately said “I wouldn’t really do that but it felt really good to say.” You can see the video of that in chapter 7.
Of course, Keri always leaves that part out and is STILL trying to get me deplatformed on Locals by spreading the lie that I did this.
She’s also spreading the lie that I was organizing a posse of “bored hunters” to go get her.
WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HUNTING FOR DOCUMENTS. Proof in chapter 7.
Keri’s friends advise her to sue me.
If Keri does, I will be walking into the courtroom with this entire book and Keri knows it. But it doesn’t stop her from repeating the same old lies, over and over and over again.
Keri is continuing to spread the lie that my community was literally hunting her discussed in chapter 7.
And this is what makes me literally terrified.
Because Keri is in a constant state of projection in regards to me. Everything she accuses me of is what she, herself, is doing.
She’s accusing me of forming a posse to hunt her. What does that mean for me?
I really want it to be on the record that if I am ever physically hurt, I absolutely believe it will be by someone who is connected to Keri Smith’s online cancel mob. I’m not suggesting it will be Keri herself - I strongly suspect it would not be. But I absolutely believe that one of the people she’s spinning up against me will try to hurt me some day. I know for a fact that some of them are criminals.
This is the reason we have guns in the house and why I don’t leave my home much.
My local police are aware of the situation.
And then I reached out to a person in the knitting community to invite him on my channel and, of course, he couldn’t because of all the people Keri has turned against me.
She turned them against Carter and Unsafe Space too. I’m not the only one she’s done this too.
And I posted it, because fuck Keri, and I (predictably) get treated to another Keri Smith thread.
Keri has been talking about me almost every day in May 2022, and been talking about me every few days for months. And yet, in the above two tweets, she claims that she just broke grey rock.
All the tweets you’ve seen up to this point in this chapter are Keri Smith grey rocking me.
The chapter would be a lot shorter if Keri had ever grey rocked me.
The thread continues.
Notice at the end Keri said she had been ignoring me for three months.
She claims she had three months of silence.
OH. FUCKING. REALLY.
I must have imagined the previous few chapters.
And in this one, she’s talking like she’s speaking to me. And diagnosing my mental health.
And it keeps going.
I’m the most evil person on earth, apparently.
We kick off June with Keri Smith being commended for taking the high road.
Keri does everything she does in the name of her good Christian God. Obviously.
One of my supporters, who had a donut as their profile picture, defended me to Keri. This is how Keri responds when, God for bid, someone came to my defense. They are treated to a thread of their own.
All the tweets you just read were because a single person defended me.
Then, another one of my supporters jumped in. My community was really tired of seeing me get the shit kicked out of me all the time, and I appreciated them jumping in and saying so but, honestly, I hated seeing them get attacked and I understood why they would stop after a while.
Keri’s cancel mob is relentless. It’s the same thing every day. If you don’t have to deal with it like I do, why would you put up with it?
And because Keri is tweeting about me, her white knight has to jump in as well.
Another of my supporters jump in:
Here’s Keri Smith sucking up to Katie Herzog.
Remember this. It will become important.
On June 7, I posted a video of a clip from Nothing Remotely Controversial in which Joshua and I offered to have a healing conversation with Keri and Keri’s pastor.
I said very clearly I wanted nothing more to do with Keri and I wanted her to go away.
I also committed that I was serious about the conversation and said I would be civil out of respect for Joshua.
Let’s just say this didn’t go over well. More on that in a second.
This was the person with the donut account.
They accuse anyone who supports me of being me.
^that meme was sent about a year ago when she tweeted this and Keri is still obsessed with it as she’s tweeting about me all the time.
Below is Keri talking to the account stalking me as if they are me.
That seems totally normal.
JM Troppello is about to become the victim of Keri Smith’s cancel mob’s justice.
Her crime was RTing this video where I offered to have a healing conversation with Keri and asking them to agree.
Keep this in mind.
After Keri did this, I followed up with another video in which I again begged her to end it and saying I would do whatever is required to move on.
Keri also made sure she attacked my business and a new course I had just launched online.
Remember how JM Troppello had come to my defense and asked Keri to talk to me politely?
Mike Harlow (and I suspect the information actually came from Kieran but he wanted to keep his hands clean) posted that I paid her for a book review written by her and started smearing her directly for defending me.
This never happened. I never paid her to read my book, she had done it and reviewed it as a fan, which you’ll see her say later.
But the truth doesn’t matter. All that matters is the smear.
Keri blocked her too…and then replied to her where she couldn’t see it accusing her of being paid for a positive review of my book.
She posted this on everything she could and then called this lady a sycophant just because she liked my book. And, of course, this summoned Keri’s woke cancel horde, who started harassing this woman too.
My friend and supporter Alex and I started doing a show on my channel called Sassy Saturday. It was a fun show to try to make the best of the situation and each our community by watching content together.
We knew they wouldn’t like it but, at this point, they were harassing all of my supporters and so bringing everyone together around it seemed like a good idea. It really bonded my community together.
Here’s Mike Harlow harassing another one of my supporters, a young autistic woman. Her account was later suspended.
LymeLady, who Keri mentioned below, was in my community for about a week before she freaked out when she discovered that I believe people cause many of the problems in their lives with their thoughts and stress. She took this as a personal affront and went to join Keri’s cancel horde saying my opinions harassed and bullied her.
All they had to do to get us to not do Sassy Saturday was to apologize to a woman they had wrongfully smeared. They refused to do it, so we watched their video on Sassy Saturday.
I actually gave Keri 30 compliments in that Sassy Saturday. We even prayed for them:
But never let the truth get in the way of a good story, they denied that ever happened.
And then I got my regular June canceling from conservatives right before I went to Porcfest, when Matt Walsh retweeted the account stalking me like the good catholic conservative he is. So, a mob was out for my blood for saying conservatives would probably try to ban parents from showing their kids R-rated movies in their own homes.
This will definitely still happen, BTW.
And Keri Smith jumped on the band wagon, even though it had nothing to do with her.
And that brings us to the end of June.
But shit’s about to get real, and Keri’s cancel horde is about to severely hurt a friend of mine from my past for committing the crime of dating me in college.